I was not worried about my husband because I knew he’d understand; he’s my number one cheerleader. I was concerned about my daughter, Niya. She would be starting her first year in middle school. I know middle school can be brutal. As her mother, I wanted to make sure I was able to give her my undivided attention.
I knew that in order for me to move forward, I needed everyone on board. I called a family huddle, and I told Niya that I wanted to finish my bachelor’s degree at Arizona State University.
Niya looked at me and said, “Mom, you have a goal to complete your degree before you turn 40. I support you.” With the blessing of Niya and Scott, I applied to Arizona State University.
The first semester was challenging, I tried juggling school with being a mom and a wife, but it did not work. I fell short in every aspect of my life. I cried a couple times and asked myself what I had gotten myself into repeatedly. I hated missing out on my daughter’s life and family activities, and I missed quality time with my husband. I knew if I continued in the direction I was heading in, I would fail.
If I wanted to succeed, I would need to find balance and to find my confidence.
I called a second family meeting, but this time I did not sugarcoat the conversation. I was upfront and honest with Niya and Scott: for me to graduate, I needed to come home, eat dinner, spend an hour with her and my husband, and then work on assignments for about 3-4 hours each night. On the weekends, I might not be able to go to the movies until I completed my homework. Our new quiet place would be the office. I would have to travel with my laptop on family vacations and be on it while at the pool. Scott and Niya both understood. Although she is supportive and cheers me on, I know it is hard for her not to have 100% of my attention. So, every hour, I take a 15-minute break from studying to go talk about shoes, Minecraft, and our dogs (Bella and Cash) with Niya, and I took every Friday off of work during July to spend extra time with her doing whatever she wanted to do.
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